urgh
urgh urgh urgh.
im such a freaking loser.
i just screwed up for wenqi AGAIN. ): urgh i cant stand myself.
guess i was just so caught up with band outing's proposal that i forgot everything about the photoshoot.
im really really really sorry wenqi. ): for screwing up your life again and AGAIN. ):
went to jurong library with han sheng yesterday to study. saw joel kek and bing wei on the way there.
felt abit awkward cause we were like trying to find places to sit down and do our stuffs when actually there wasnt alot of spaces. it was very crowded. packed with alot of nanhua people. :/
finally found a place to settle down at the top level and did homework from 3-6. i think it was more of me asking him how to do stuffs and distracting him with talks and gossips of anything under the sun. haha. so weird. :/ and sorry for disturbing! =x
but anyhow, it was quite ok. and i manage to finish quite a bit. NOTE: A BIT. hurhur. but still! better than none! (:
and thanks for everything han sheng! (:
planned to go out with my family today. but it rained and we ended up stoning. liuyi and i talked about stuffs which sort of reminded me of the state im in now. ): LIUYI! i should probably give up lah. it's all my wishful thinking anyway. :/ and thanks for being there for me! (:
and I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN!!
WITH JOE CHENG. haha!
watching ISWAK made me fall in love with him again! it's just so sweet and heartening to see him act as coolio jiang zhi shu with an IQ of 200 waiting for xiang qin to chase after him.
omg. HEARTTHROBBB.<3 haha! (:
joe cheng so shuai! and if only dramas were real.
*if only i had the guts of xiang qin. urghhh.*
